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Essay on a Beautiful Meadow

May 26th, 2010 by Alan | No Comments | Filed in Readers' Feedback Requested, Web, Writing Insights

I found this description of a meadow useful, and since it was offered for free if attributed, adapted it for use in the chapter entitled, “Butterflies.”  Essay on Beautiful Meadow.”  How would you improve this adaption?  Leave a comment.

Butterflies

The butterfly counts not months but moments, and has time enough.

- Rabindranath Tagore


Universe  7. A field.

When she materialized, Lea found herself looking at thousands of monarch butterflies on trees in a field, and she smiled. “I’ve missed you all,” she unconsciously whispered, more to herself than to the butterflies. The butterflies said nothing.  Her presence, apparently, went completely unnoticed.  The next moment, the butterflies were gone.  Had she dreamed them?

She doubted that she was in Monterrey, the weather was too cool. As a child growing up near Monterrey, California the annual coming of the monarch butterflies thrilled her. Now, that pleasant memory overrode the fear and trepidation that she would normally feel from being transported away from her nurses’ desk to a field in the middle of . . . The middle of who knows where.  The antiseptic smell of a hospital ward was gone.  Realizing that she was wearing the black- leather purse/backpack that she had donned because she was getting ready to go off shift, she took out a pen and diary and started to write.  She wrote slowly and first:  “The stringent smell of antiseptics has been replaced by the sweet smell of a meadow that is perfectly round as if someone had intentionally created the flawless circle, tearing out the trees but leaving non evidence of that violence in the waving grass.”

The speed of her writing increases, it is like she is recording God’s word, acting as a conduit, but she knows that the thoughts she is scribing are uniquely hers, “To the east, there is a stream bubbling quietly. The meadow is so stunning with the sunlight that I can only see through the cracks between the trees over my head. It is beautiful and serene. The trees are so tall that it’s necessary to lie down on the wavy grass just to see the top. I run my hand over the tall wet grass.  It  tickles the tips of my fingers.   The smell of the meadow is fresh and sweet which relaxes me.   There are two huge rocks by a lake suitable to sit on.”

Lea walked over to the rocks.  She sat  down on them, and continued writing, “the rhythm of my footprints started to numb by mind. As I gazed over the magnificent view of the huge valley that lay before me, I can see a beautiful lake that glittered in the sunlight.
At a distance, that only could be seen when I squinted my eyes. I can see a huge, beautiful waterfall that is crashing down into a long river which caused it to make foam.

Above my head, I can hear birds singing happily as they fly to their nests. Slowly, it turned dark until I could not see my hand in front of my face. I lay down on my back, wild flowers all around me as I can see millions of tiny stars in the sky. Tonight the moon is twice the size than I ever seen it before. I can hear owls hooting in the distance. I am relaxed.”

The next morning she awoke, and finished her diary entry, “I fell asleep faster than I thought I would in my beautiful meadow.[1] I thanked God for bringing me here and then, as Lea recalled watching the doctor disappear, pink mist enveloping both him and herself. She thought, ‘What about my family? What about my 2-year old Emily, my husband Robert, my sister Hannah?’

Her mind traveled to the third floor of the South Meadows campus of Reno’s Renown Hospital.  In the distance, she saw a window that looked out on the parking lot that lead to Double R. Bar Street. Doctor Joel Kismentis, was looking straight at her, wondering what was happening to both of them.

Where am I am? What I am doing here? What’s next? The thoughts fluttered through her subconscious, and surfaced in the very front of her brain. It made no sense, so she bent down and she did the only thing she knew to do, “Dear God, Thank you. Thank you for giving me this peace, this serenity.  Thank you for allowing me to recapture the joy, the passion of my childhood.  If only, Dear God, if only you could bring me my Emily, my Robert, my Hannah.  Dear God, with them, I could start over.  Please, Dear God, please.  If you do this for me, I will . . . .” and her prayers were answered. There before her, bewildered were Emily, Robert, Hannah  and strangely enough, Dr. Kismentis.


[1] http://www.123helpme.com/view.asp?id=156018.  (Used with permission granted with attribution.)

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Thank you Phil Hotsenpiller of Friends Church

May 22nd, 2010 by Alan | No Comments | Filed in Readers' Feedback Requested, Research

Phil Hotsenpiller is the teaching pastor of Yorba Linda Friends Church, a mega church in Southern California.

Phil Hotenspillar, a teaching pastor at Friends Church (listen to sermons) and the author of the Armageddon Now graphic novel series has offered to respond to several questions.  I have sent him my thoughts and questions, and I look forward to receiving his responses.

Armageddon Now.

Aramageddon Now is a graphic novel that's beautifully done.

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The Rapture, God, Jesus, Holy Spirit: Feedback Requested

May 11th, 2010 by Alan | 1 Comment | Filed in Readers' Feedback Requested

In The End of All Times, people start disappearing from the Earth. They are enveloped in a pink mist and they suddenly flash off of the Earth. (See below)  Some feel that the the rapture is happening.

Assume that you believe in the rapture.  I’m interested in your personal feelings.  Will you meet God?  Will you meet Jesus?  Will you meet the Holy Spirit?  How long will you wait?  Will you have trials and tribulations before you meet God, the Holy Spirit or Jesus?  Please comment below.

The words in blue are an excerpt from the book.

Request  a .pdf version of The End of All Times that was current as of 5/7/2010.

I also invite you to purchase a stream of e-books for The End of All Times. When the printed version of the book is available, you will receive a 20% discount.  Also, 100% of your purchase price can be applied toward the purchase of the printed version of the book, when it is available. When you purchase it, you are actually buying three things: (1) a .pdf copy of the book as it exists in time now; (2) a .pdf  every week or two, containing revisions; (3) access to a the forum website.

The question is also the answer.  Since the beginning of time, the question had always been the answer.  Those thoughts, and the image of a one-way traffic sign, were predominant in Roger Jacob’s mind as he was wrenched to consciousness by the rude ring of a hotel phone that bore absolutely no resemblance to Frederick Schiller’s Ode to Joy.   Roger never tired of hearing this piece.  Roger consciously appreciated how the ringtone started off soft, and gradually grew louder. Alas, the phone in this hotel room was loud, jarring. “Hello,” he managed as he noticed the faint smell: sweet without being cloying, fruity but not quite like citrus. No, it was floral.  It wasn’t overbearing like a rose.  It was a clean fresh smell, with overtones of sweetness and innocence. Lilacs? Look at me.  I’m talking about flowers like they’re wines.  On the other hand, wine does come from fruit, and fruit comes from flowers.

“Roger?”  The sultry voice belonged to Madeline Samuels, the woman who was most directly responsible for his being deeply asleep, primarily because they had spent most of the time from 8 PM to 8 AM making love.

They were childhood sweethearts who had drifted away like two seeds of a dandelion that were blown by the wind and how now found each. No, they were more like two eagles who had  spread there wings, flown to different parts in different parts of the world, moved to return home to build their nest and mate. “Hey, you,” he said, grinning from ear-to-ear, aware that he was fully satisfied for the first time in over ten years, thinking of her smell, not her perfume, the delicate musky body odor.  The grin started to shift to another part of his body.

“Thank heaven you’re still alive.”

“Of course I’m alive, why shouldn’t I be?” That’s strange, but that’s my Maddy.   My Maddy? “Honey, you’re good, but that’s a little presumptuous, even for you.”

“Don’t you know what’s going on?”

“Madeline, what are you talking about?” She’s not talking about last night, is she?

“Look out the window,” she said with an urgency that didn’t seem like the woman he had met last night, “and hurry.”

“Look out the window?”  My woman is definitely melodramatic.

“You heard me!”

“Okay, hang on.  I’ve got to take care of something first, or . . .” Roger tossed the phone on the bed before he could hear Maddy say, “Hush up and tell me what you see outside, okay?”  He reluctantly extracted himself from the very comfortable down comforter that kept him cozy despite the fact that he had set the air conditioning to 60 degrees.  He quickly threw the thick hotel’s white cotton robe on, walked into the bathroom. What’s wrong with me?  Why couldn’t I just go to the window?  I’m going to lose her again if I don’t shape up. Nevertheless, he threw some cold water into a glass, splashed half of it on his face, and took a pee.  Ahhhhh.  As he was relieving himself, he noticed the small cactus plant that resided (of all places) on top of the toilet.  Strange place for a plant.  It looked dry.  Roger poured the rest of the glass of water into the plant’s pot.  Had he looked at the cactus for an instant longer, he might have observed an almost invisible purple gas emanating from it.  Roger had no way of knowing it, but not taking the extra couple of seconds was a decision that would to cause him much grief.  Too much sun, he thought as he walked to the window and rubbed his skin, which felt taut.  On the way, he grabbed his polarized prescription sun glasses.  He glanced at his skin, and seemed to see patterns of Metatron’s Cube spreading over his arm. Too many lectures on sacred geometry, he thought.  Still, the society is paying for this room, and I get to play nine holes today.

Roger walked back into the large sleeping area in his suite, pulled the cords to open a set of emerald-green black-out curtains, shoved the off-white sheers aside and looked out of his hotel room onto a world-class golf course.  Yesterday, Lake Tahoe had been in the backdrop, and he could see beautifully-manicured greens, a pristine water hazard, hundreds of pine trees a variety of sand traps, and golfers who were leisurely strolling to their balls. Now, the scenery was still there, but swirls of a rose-pink gas appeared to rise from the grass and trees.  The beautiful blue sky now appeared gray.  Who ever made up the line about looking at the world through rose-colored glasses, obviously never tried it.

Roger vaguely heard a voice in the room. He cocked his head and remembered the phone, the handset of which now laid lazily over the side of the bed. His eyes barely left the window as he took baby steps back to the bed to pick it up.  Despite Madeline’s loud distressed voice, he couldn’t wrench himself away from the scene he was witnessing.

Outside, a tall pink mist materialized close enough for him to make out some of its details.  It was a series of constantly-changing wisps.  The pink was darkest at the bottom, lightest at the top.  From a certain angle, it appeared to be leaves and stems, growing upwards. As they expanded upwards, the mist was less concentrated, therefore a lighter pink.  At the very top it was barely visible.  Seconds passed.  Watching it was hypnotic, a belly dancer turning slowly, sensually to Borodin’s Polovtzian Dance from Prince Igor.  Then, almost like an animal sniffing out its prey, it shifted toward the nearest golfer who was apparently hypnotized by its gyrations.

The almost silence of the golf course was suddenly shattered as a young lady started waving her hands wildly and screamed, “Daddy.  Get out!”

A silver-haired man, in his seventies, waved to his daughter, apparently not hearing her message.  He selected a club from the new Ping golf bag that sat upright in the front seat of his green-and-white golf cart.

She started crossing her arms in front of her, hands fully extended, moving them rapidly as she called out, “Get off the grass, Daddy.  Come to me.  Don’t let that thing get you.”

The man turned and saw a column of pink mist.  In a moment, it had changed direction and was upon the man.  Roger’s eyes widened in disbelief as he followed the golfer who shot up as if something had stabbed him from behind. The pink mist gathered around him, and in a sudden blur, it seemed to glow. The golfer’s scream was swallowed as the mist reached his throat.   95% of the golfer’s body was now gone, and suddenly the mist was consumed by flame that produced a golden-white light. What’s more, a moment later, where there had once been a golfer, there was now nothing at all.  Or, if there was something, it was too little to observe from the twelfth story of the Emerald Lake hotel that overlooked the Edgewood Golf course.

“Roger”, he heard Madeline’s voice coming from headset of the phone.  “What’s that screaming? Answer me!”

In two steps he was there, holding the phone to his ear.  “I’m here,” he said, “but I . . . I don’t know what the hell is going on. This can’t be real . . .”

“How you could leave me here, waiting? Wondering?  Roger, what’s going on over there?”

Roger told her, and she said, “I was looking out the third-floor window and saw three people cutting across the patch of lawn in front of the main entrance.  They were running.  One of them had an infant in her pulled close to her chest . . . “  She paused.  Her voice turned as soft as a baby’s blanket.  “You’re the first person I called.”  Roger imagined a tear running slowly down her cheek.  “Don’t ask me why.  You’d think I’d call my Mom, or my Dad or my daughter, but I called you.”  She paused briefly. “I had to call you, had to know that you’re all right.”

Roger smiled.  If she had been there he would have reached out, taken both of her hands in his, drawn her close to him and kissed her.   That feeling was evident as he said, “We have established quite a connection.”

The baby-blanket softness vanished from Madeline’s voice; “I’m coming over.”

“What?  Maddy, you could get killed driving over here, if people evaporate as they drive, they’ll be accidents.”

“I don’t care.  I want to be together.  Don’t you dare leave that room!”  Then her tone became soft, and sounded like a five-year old.  “Promise.” She didn’t wait for Roger to answer.  She hung up.  Roger looked out the window again.  There was no one left on the golf course.

Suddenly, the strength drained out of his legs and he collapsed into the plush gold micro-fiber armchair that was adjacent to the window, and clicked on a button that closed the drapes.

Roger picked up the remote and turned on the TV. I hate these hotel systems. Why can’t the TV just turn on and play a channel? He knew the answer of course. The hotel wanted to maximize its revenue, and you did that by giving guests every opportunity to buy something–movies, internet access, room service, whatever. He fumbled with the remote, pulled up the menu and selected cable news.

His choice of channel rewarded him immediately.  A golden-hair, blue-eyed, 30-some reporter filled the screen.  She held the microphone an inch away from her chin as she delivered the story.  “This is Carol Edmund, NBC National Cable News, reporting live from The George Washington Memorial Hospital, in the nation’s capital.  I’m here with Dr. Walter Jacoben, the Chief of Surgery of Kennedy Memorial Dr. Jacoben, would you briefly describe the Pink Mistover and tell us if there’s any insight into what’s causing it?”

“Certainly Carol. The Pink Mistover is a layman’s name.  It describes a human body that’s appears to hypnotize someone into watching it.  As the person watches, they are enveloped in a thin envelope of pink mist. To the best of our knowledge, the Mistover selects only people.  It does not yet appear to prefer any race, age, occupation or any other factor. However, people who are near grass and plants, especially golfers, seem most likely to be infected.

Pink Mistover is 100% fatal one, maybe two minutes.  Fatal, perhaps, is not the right word.”

“What happens to the body of the victim.”

The Mistover appears to convert the mass of the body into energy and also into one of several gases—oxygen, nitrogen, carbon dioxide. He paused, unsure of his facts, then continued.  Some may not consider it fatal because . . .”

“Because, if you were a religious person, you might think of yourself as being reborn, and . . . ”

“. . . And, . . . “

“. . . because, even though we can not explain it chemically—there is no chemical signature— after a flashing some people smell lilac, or sometimes, sulfur.”



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Writing Tip: Using Photos For Inspiration

April 18th, 2010 by Alan | No Comments | Filed in Web Available, Writing Tips

This image by Lulybelle helped me to flesh out the pink mist as described in The End of All Times

This is a link to a photograph published on Flickr by Lulybelle.  It helped me to polish my writing, and allow the pink mist in The End of All Times to become more of a character rather than a two-dimensional villain.

Before Viewing this Photograph

Here’s the description of I had of the Pink Mist’s first appearance before I saw this photograph:

Now, the scenery was still there, but swirls of a rose-pink gas rose from the grass and trees.  The beautiful blue sky now appeared gray.  Who ever made up the line about looking at the world through rose-colored glasses, obviously never tried it. . . .

Roger’s eyes widened in disbelief as he followed the same golfer who shot up as if something had stabbed him from behind. The pink mist gathered around him, and in a sudden blur, it seemed to glow. The golfer’s scream was swallowed as the mist reached his throat.   95% of the golfer’s body was now gone, and suddenly the mist was consumed by flame that produced a golden-white light. What’s more, a moment later, where there had once been a golfer, there was now nothing at all.  Or, if there was something, it was too little to observe from the twelfth story of the Emerald Lake hotel that overlooked the Edgewood Golf course.

“Roger”, he heard Madeline’s frantic voice through the headset of the phone.  She sounded desperate.  “You answer me!” . . .


Pink Mistover is 100% fatal within three minutes.  Fatal, perhaps, is not the right word.  The pink mist appears to convert the mass of the body into energy and also into one of several gases—oxygen, nitrogen, carbon dioxide. He paused, unsure of his facts, then continued.  Some may not consider it fatal because . . .”

“Because, if you were a religious person, you might think of yourself as being reborn, and . . . ”

“. . . And, . . . “

“. . . because, even though we can not explain it chemically, after a flashing some people smell lilac, or sometimes, sulfur.”

After Viewing this Photograph

Outside, a tall pink mist materialized close enough for him to make out some of its details.  It was a series of constantly-changing wisps.  The pink was darkest at the bottom, lightest at the top, it essence.  One could imagine leaves and stems, growing upwards, as they reached into new territory they were less colorful.  As it propagated, the pink color darkened. Watching it was hypnotic, a belly dancer turning slowly, sensually  and then and, then, almost like an animal sniffing out its prey, it shifted toward the nearest golfer who was apparently hypnotized by its gyrations.

What happened next wasn’t what Roger saw, but what he heard. . . .

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Whale friendships

April 3rd, 2010 by Alan | No Comments | Filed in Web Available

These Saving Luna videos are used to establish some of the patterns friendship between whales and humans

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Rituals

March 31st, 2010 by Alan | No Comments | Filed in Web Available

The Spring Equinox – School of the Seasons – Excerpt from site:

Celebrating Candlemas
The spring equinox is one of the four great solar festivals of the year. Day and night are equal, poised and balanced, but about to tip over on the side of light. The spring equinox is sacred to dawn, youth, the morning star and the east. The Saxon goddess, Eostre (from whose name we get the direction East and the holiday Easter) is a dawn goddess, like Aurora and Eos. Just as the dawn is the time of new light, so the vernal equinox is the time of new life.

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Before the Big Bang – The Arrow of Time

March 21st, 2010 by Alan | No Comments | Filed in Web Available

The question of what was there before the Big Bang is a question that relates to faith as well as to science.  Indeed science and religion may provide the final answer together.

Profile of cosmic microwave background (Image: Nasa) Cosmic microwave background, which looks a the light that was emitted when the Universe was just 400,000 years old could hold clues about the Big Bang.

Here is an interesting discussion of the Lopsided Universe by Sean Carroll, a professor at the California Institute of Technology,  in Discover Magazine.  Here’s a recap of the Loopsided Universe  article on the BBC by Dr Chris Lintott, Co-presenter, BBC Sky At Night, St Louis, US.  Here’s an excerpt from that article:

Dr Adrienne Erickcek, from the California Institute of Technology (Caltech), and colleagues now believe these fluctuations contain hints that our Universe “bubbled off” from a previous one.

Their data comes from Nasa’s Wilkinson Microwave Anisotropy Probe (WMAP), which has been studying the CMB since its launch in 2001.

Their model suggests that new universes could be created spontaneously from apparently empty space. From inside the parent universe, the event would be surprisingly unspectacular.

Want to know more Check out a .pdf from a NASA website. Here’s a WMAP Universe PDF.

So what does all of this mean? My non-scientific answer is proposed in my three novels that collectively tell us that humanity had better get its act together and work in harmony with the Universe. It’s just possible that the answer is not something that humanity can figure out without developing a fuller appreciation of how other life forms may solve the problem.  It’s just possible that to other life forms the answer is obvious.  I’m combining some of this theory with inspiration from a CD that features collection of uplifting Tibetan bowls with some gong playing, plus other instruments.  There are touching vocals and, at the end of track two, this commentary.  “Out beyond all notions of right doing or wrong doing there is a place.  I’ll meet you there.”   See my blog post on Sarasvati’s Dream by Diane Mandle & Friends

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The Big Bang

March 21st, 2010 by Alan | No Comments | Filed in Web Available

The National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA) has a website that provides insight into the time line for the creation of the Universe. The image, below,  is from that site.  The following text is also from that site.  However, I have broken it into several paragraphs for ease of understanding as related to my books.

A representation of the evolution of the universe over 13.7 billion years.

The far left depicts the earliest moment we can now probe, when a period of “inflation” produced a burst of exponential growth in the universe. (Size is depicted by the vertical extent of the grid in this graphic.)

For the next several billion years, the expansion of the universe gradually slowed down as the matter in the universe pulled on itself via gravity.

More recently, the expansion has begun to speed up again as the repulsive effects of dark energy have come to dominate the expansion of the universe.

The afterglow light seen by WMAP was emitted about 380,000 years after inflation and has traversed the universe largely unimpeded since then.

The conditions of earlier times are imprinted on this light; it also forms a backlight for later developments of the universe.

- Credit: NASA / WMAP Science Team

NAS

NASA Image on the Time line of the Creation of the Universe

This is an interesting discussion on the nature of time before the Big Bang.

NASA Image on the Timeline of the Creation of the Universe

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The Zohar

March 18th, 2010 by Alan | No Comments | Filed in Web Available

The Zohar discusses many topics that are currently being addressed by particle physics.  In my series, I have taken some of these topics, combined them with some biology, and a mind that is open to the concept that other life forms can also worship God.

Excerpt from the source:

The Zohar contains a discussion of the nature of God, the origin and structure of the universe, the nature of souls, redemption, the relationship of Ego to Darkness and “true self” to “The Light of God,” and the relationship between the “universal energy” and man. Its scriptural exegesis can be considered an esoteric form of the Rabbinic literature known as Midrash, which elaborates on the Torah.

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